Sunday, August 12, 2007
im REALLY loving life right now.i feel so blessed.
and ridding my life of all weeds. oh yay.
ive come to realise who are the ones that will actually be there.
i expected better of some individuals and its sad to know that when you're having a bad day or you just want to celebrate, they wont be there the way you bend over backwards just to be there for them. its sad cos i've learnt not to expect anything from people whom i thought knew me the most.its one time too many.and because failed expectations hurt the most especially when you care so much about the parties involved. ahh well.
ok anyway, back to happier things.
having a blast each and every day.
spending it with the ones who really hold my heart and never fail to make me smile.
all the random rubbish we do. im glad for the sweetest darlings in my life in spite of the bad eggs that i always seem to attract.the ones that only think of receiving. im so glad for all the true friends who have been with me all these years, the ones that i've come to know and love. cos even though we dont meet up often, that fact always feels insignificant when we do because it seems as though nothing has changed. and im so glad for their understanding when im always so busy with other things to meet up with them. fortunately tho, been able to meet up with most of them so far and its gonna stay that way!! ohyeahh.
more importantly, i'll be doing what i love to do and have always longed to do. having opportunities that i can only dream of. thats living life for me.and i dont care what others say. because that's true happiness for me. and im so bloddy excited about everything its not even funny. im so blessed. really i am.
i cant wait for what the future holds.
:)
im so thankful for all the great things that have come my way.
awesome i say.
random pics from wayy back cos ive been lazy to take pics.
